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Welcome to my public diary.

This is the space where the thoughts of a chronically ill, workaholic twenty-something-year-old spill out into the world. I’m a queer overthinker, trying to make sense of a world that often feels too loud, too overwhelming, and yet oddly quiet at the same time. I’m on a never-ending search for meaning, constantly chasing the elusive balance between staying busy and just being. Here, I wrestle with loneliness, the complexities of relationships, and the exhausting pressure to always have it together — while knowing I don't.

This is where I dive deep into the contradictions of my life — a craving for connection, a hunger for knowledge, and a burning desire to figure it all out. From battling health problems to the constant loop of questioning who I am and where I belong, this blog is an honest, messy, and sometimes uncomfortable look at the raw parts of my journey.

Chase me as I navigate this infuriating yet beautiful process of figuring out who I am in a world that doesn’t always make sense. If you’re someone who feels like you’re in a constant tug-of-war between your mind, your body, and your heart — this is your space too.